I’M SO FREAKING BORED RIGHT NOW.

Usually when I’m bored, I’d find something to do. But I HAVE something to do which is the thing everyone hates, holiday homework. And I’m supposed to be rushing through this because school’s gonna reopen soon. But no! I’m not rushing through homework because I’m too damn bored and I don’t feel like doing it. Rah. I hate being bored. Is there a fear of being bored?

BORED BORED BORED BORED.

So here I am, blogging, instead of doing my homework, in hope that blogging would cure my boredom. Is it working?????

NOPE. STILL BORED STILL BORED STILL BORED.

Okay let me tell you a secret. I secretly like to look at myself in the mirror and mouth words like I’m talking to myself. LOL.

Ok great I feel a little entertained.

Hmm I’m still falling asleep here.

I wanna do outrageous and crazy things. Not like partying or drinking, that’s just lame. You get drunk and you kinda have no idea what you’re doing or what’s going on. I mean BIG things. Like traveling, going for social events, mountain climbing, picking up a new language, or just things that are out of the ordinary. Setting up a new business? Getting more involved in the outside world especially? I feel that there’s a need because I constantly feel like I’m a little girl in a huge huge world. And I’m 18, not 12, BUT 18!!!! 18 year olds get control on their lives. Like getting new credit cards, or learning how to drive or getting a new car even, getting a job, enjoying life with friends, yada yada. But what am I doing? STUDYING. How is this even helping me to grow up?!! Anyone can study. You don’t need skills to remain in a school, just don’t be a rebel. I guess this is one of the disadvantage you get from choosing the path of Junior College. You don’t get exposure to the outside world, the world where adults earn their living from.

I’m guessing I can’t wait to leave JC. But I’d be afraid for the outside world, for I have no idea what’s in store for me.

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